Page 1 of 36 §nDiary of a P Addict
§l§0§lBook 1
§0§nDisclaimer:§0 I decided to begin writing this diary on the first day proceeding my first P experience. All names have been changed to protect the identity of those herein.
Page 2 of 36 §2§l§0§l§0§1§0§f§l§§§0§l§o§0§n§lDay 1
§0I tried P last night. I know there is a large movement throughout the land to outlaw it, but I've always been quite intrigued by it really.
It was incredible diary. I really can't believe so many hate it! They
Page 3 of 36 claim they have watched it tear apart families but this must surely all be falsifications of the truth! No substance as beautiful as this could cause any damage to its imbibers. I'm going to meet Dave tonight, hopefully he can get me some more if I play
Page 4 of 36 my cards right.
Wish me luck friend!
Page 5 of 36 §l§nDay 2
§0Ahhh to be high on P.
After I met up with Dave last night we went out into the town to meet a guy he knows. I had never seen the fellow before but by god did he look worse for wear! I can only assume he has fallen on many hard times
Page 6 of 36 recently. After Dave and him discussed something quiettly in an alley for a while, the man seemed to resign himself to a set fate and motioned for me to approach two of them. Dave then proclaimed that I would be allowed to visit the P club for the first
Page 7 of 36 time! I had no idea what it was but Dave had muttured something in the past about there being a safe haven within the city grounds where other P enthusiasts like us could go to congregate use together without being harassed by other citizens of our city.
Page 8 of 36 Dave told me that to enter we would have to enter the sewers first through the hard-times fellows basement. We followed him to his house and he had swine living in the basement! It was at this point that he suggested we should perhaps take some P before
Page 9 of 36 we entered the sewers, which I was fine with! I knew the sewers weren't a nice place and P makes EVERYTHING better! We huddled in the stranger's basement gulping down our P as quickly as we could and when we were all finished headed down
Page 10 of 36 the ladder to the sewers. The smell was absolutely overbearing, however the P was quickly taking effect and I found myself smiling slightly at the idea that such a thing as a smell could annoy me right now. The entrance to the P club was shown to me and
Page 11 of 36 it turned out to be another ladder downwards, further into the belly of the city! I had always thought the sewers lay on bedrock however it appears you learn something new every day.
The next few hours were slightly hazy, due to the strong effect
Page 12 of 36 of the P we had all taken, however, I remember glinting glowstones, fence poles with the most gorgeous women on earth dancing around them, an a bar supplying never ending amounts of P (at a cost however, which I remember disheartened me).
Page 13 of 36 The last thing I remember before going to sleep last night was Dave and the stranger lying me down in my bed and waiting at the foot of it for me to go to sleep. I woke this morning slightly groggy, however I aleady cannot wait for my next P experience,
Page 14 of 36 which should hopefully be tonight again!
Page 15 of 36 §l§nDay 3
§0It's around midday and I've been shaking since I woke up this morning. I can only assume this is a side effect from my last few days of P use but I know I definitely won't be using it every day so I should be fine! Last night was another
Page 16 of 36 night of pure bliss, however it has highlighted to me that I may need to find a new source of income because shearing sheep in the city farm is not providing enough money to for doing what I enjoy. Dave came by my house not long after I had finished my
Page 17 of 36 journal entry yesterday, saying we had to go out and get P. His hands were shaking and I assume he wanted it to stop, and its not like I would turn down a little P session anyway! I asked if we would be going to visit his friend in the new district like
Page 18 of 36 yesterday, however he just gave me a strange look and said we could find some in the old district easily, which was fine by me. After going round a few houses (and being thrown out of one fellow's garden) we found a citizen who had some and would share it
Page 19 of 36 - for a large price. He said something about houses being broken into in the new district and P dealers being stolen from, which was his reason for raising the price, but Dave didn't seem to mind. I was ambivalent also, I just could not stop thinking
Page 20 of 36 about my next P trip! After handing over my last few ingots Dave and I got handed a couple of bottles of P each. We decided to go into the palace grounds and hide in the shade to trip. While lying in my P haze I had the strange notion that someone was
Page 21 of 36 watching us, but it didn't really register with me which I attribute to the P. I don't think I really care that people may have been watching. They probably don't know what its like to feel the rush as it flies down your throat. After our trip we walked
Page 22 of 36 slowly beack to my house and lay in the darkness of my basement - the lights upstairs hurt our eyes too much - and dwelled on the fact that we lacked money. While I would like to experience P again today, I think I may need to take a day or two off to
Page 23 of 36 save up some money.
Page 24 of 36 §l§nDay 4
§0Well yesterday proved to be a dark day for both Dave and myself, however I cannot say it was dismal as we were both able to experience the pure ecstasy of life by imbibing our dearest P. I didn't hear from Dave all day, and it wasn't
Page 25 of 36 until the sun had set that I heard him at the door. After letting him in, I was about to begin explaining how I was going to take a day off P when my voice caught in my throat. I ended up coughing and Dave started speaking about an idea he had for getting
Page 26 of 36 some P. Although I did not know Dave had many friends, he told me about a man whos house had been looking after for the past week. He said that the man had been visiting a neighboring city for a few days and he had entrusted Dave with his house keys so
Page 27 of 36 that he could visit daily and feed his wolves and ocelots. Although Dave hadn't mentioned these visits before I didn't give it a second thought. Dave said that the man had left a chest stocked with money to buy food for the wolves should the stocks run
Page 28 of 36 dry. Although it would be betraying the man's trust, Dave suggested we use that money to bu some P for tonight, and then replace it before the man came back from his trip, which I thought sounded like a fantastic plan! It would allow us to enjoy a day or
Page 29 of 36 two of worry free bliss! Dave led me to the house under the light of the streetlight and told me to wait out the front. He went round the back of the house to open the back door as this was the only keey he had. I had been waiting outside the house
Page 30 of 36 nervously for around fifteen minutes when I saw Dave appear at the window and open the front door from the inside. I asked him what had taken him so long and he said he had ended up having to smash a window as the man had left the wrong key, which made
Page 31 of 36 sense I guess since Dave had said the old man was very forgetful in an undertone earlier. Something which I found strange was Dave's reaction when I put up a torch on the wall to light the front room of the house. He smashed it off the wall with such
Page 32 of 36 vigour I thought it would crash to the ground and set the house on fire! I began to question why he had done this when he shushed me with a wave of his hand and motioned for me to follow him upstairs, which I did, thinking of the P which we would soon be
Page 33 of 36 in posession of. After around half an hour trying to get the chest open, Dave finally cracked it and iron ingots flew around the room! We finally had our currency! With large smiles on our faces we collected up the ingots and left the house via the back
Page 34 of 36 door, Dave mentioning something about the front door being too loud and waking up the neighbors. I don't remember a large amount from the rest of the night. Dave and I met a man he knew on the south point of the island and we went back to my house to take
Page 35 of 36 our doses. I believe Dave may have stayed the night, however I didn't wake up to see him off this morning so i can only assume, I believe I may have to stay off P today and go to work as I haven't been in a few days, however we shall see what happens.
Page 36 of 36 The main thing on my mind right now is spending the rest of those ingots from last night . . .